[Track One: Rescue]
Princess! Are you alright!? Ah- Duke… You bastard… How dare you… You’re nothing but a concubine’s get, how dare you lay your hands on the Duke! Rah! Dah! Don’t touch the princess with your filthy hands!
…the rebellion’s already made it this far? Ngh- Princess, this way! I’ll take you through a secret way out! Excuse my presumption. Please put your arms around my neck and hold on firmly. Please bear with the indignity!
[Track Two: Knight]
There is a change of clothes here. They’re not much, but all the essentials are here. I know that this is a state of emergency, but I must apologize I had to bring you to such a humble mansion.
Yes, this is a holiday home of my family, the Orlandi’s. No-one will come here at this time of year, so you should be safe from prying eyes for the time being.
…Princess… Making such a loud commotion when standing, clinging onto the sleeve of such an ill-bred man, such acts are unbecoming of a Princess of the Dukedom of Aldonato. You should understand you own position and act will all due attention to propriety.
I understand. I thought I would wait until you were more settled, but I shall report exactly what happened last night. During the masquerade ball being held at the castle, at approximately 8 in the evening, a crowd of troubled commoners attempted to push their way into the castle. They were extremely agitated and violent, and the knights went to calm them, but at 8:30 the gate to the castle broke and they gained entrance.
I was at the gate and left the handling of the confrontation to the other knights as I rushed to your side to protect you.
Ngh… As the Captain of the knights, all the responsibility for what has happened rests on my shoulders! I beg your forgiveness. …no, I cannot raise this bowed head. I have no right to look you in the face. Not only could I not control the rioting commoners, but I allowed the duke to be… To be so tragically…
I was all I could do, to take you from those trespassing commoners and the man who killed the duke and run. A Captain of the knights, who could not even fulfil his duty to protect the Aldonato Princess… To hide the disgrace, I have brought… The shame and anger would drive me mad.
Please… you must punish me for my transgressions. Princess… I understand. Your merciful heart… I do not have it within me to turn it away. I will consider your benevolence in telling me to raise my face as my punishment.
Fu… You must find my inability to obediently accept your intentions troublesome. However, this pride is itself proof that I am a Knight. It is a part of who I am. …yes. I did not confirm it, but he had been struck through the heart. I do not believe the Duke could have survived.
He may have been taken in by your family, but Leo has always frequented the lower town. He was most likely the one who found the discontents and roused them to a riot. In order to destroy the Duke’s family, to eradicate the Aldonato line that he despises so much… he will come to kill you.
Leo Aldonato… He is your half-brother. The child of a mistress, he was accepted into the family and bestowed with the Aldonato name… and he returned generosity with betrayal! …Princess? What are you saying? There is no-one other than Leo with the means or motive to attack the Duke!
I’m sure that the Duke was reflecting deeply on the joy of having his daughter become a woman and her upcoming nuptials. He stated that he wished to have a quiet night and refused to allow anyone to stay by his side, and watched the dancing in the ballroom from the connecting anteroom.
He called for someone to call Leo to him, that on such a special occasion he wished to share the Aldonato prized wines with him. Yes, before the Duke entered the room, I received the wine from Noel and carried it through myself. That room was a secret. Other than yourself, your father, your brothers Noel and Yuri, the butler and I, the Captain of the Knights, no-one knew of it.
It was prepared to be a safe room, in the case of emergencies. The butler was attending to you and I was dealing with the dissenters at the gates. The only one who could have killed the Duke in that locked room during the masquerade ball was Leo.
Princess! …Princess. I cannot believe that you, Princess, would cover for your father’s enemy? I understand well that while others avoided Leo for his lowly birth, you alone accepted him as your younger brother.
However. That kind heart is not something your should waste on everyone, independent of who they are. Unfortunately Noel, the Duke’s legitimate heir, was born with a weak constitution and many believed he would find it difficult to follow in his father’s footsteps. Leo was taken in as a spare, in case something were to happen to Noel, however with the subsequent birth of Yuri he became unneeded.
Please do not waste your pity one such as him simply because he shares some diluted blood with you. …as long as you understand. I will protect you at all costs, Princess. However, if I should fall and be unable to protect you… please use this dagger. This is not to protect your body, but your pride as a Princess of Aldonato.
…I trust you understand my meaning? All women of high birth should have been taught the best way to avoid living in disgrace. Should you ever be dirtied, make sure to use the dagger without hesitation.
Yes, excellent. As expected of a Princess of Aldonato. I shall stand guard outside the door. Please be at ease and take your rest. No, this is my duty as your attendant. I will take a nap when the opportunity arrises, please do not worry.
Good night, Princess.
[Track Three: Repose]
Princess!? Princess, what’s wrong!? Princess! Please calm down! It’s a dream! There’s no-one here who will hurt you! It’s alright, calm down. Calm your breathing, slowly in… Ah! Princess! Calm yourself! Ngh… Please forgive me my impertinence.
Mm. I will be by your side. I will always protect you. Mm. Have you calmed? Ah, please don’t panic. Breathe slowly. That’s it… quietly. Deeply. It’s alright, you were just hyperventilating. Once calmed, there is no lasting harm.
Mhm… It was an extreme measure, but I still beg your forgiveness for my rudeness in stealing a maiden’s lips. I am deeply sorry. Please, think of it not as a kiss but as simply a treatment for an ailment.
…No, there is no man or woman who is free from nightmares. As long as you remember your position as a Princess, there is no need to apologize for being improper.
Well then, I shall return outside. Oh… Princess… Princess. There is no need to apologize to me. Even if you should shed tears and sob like a child, I will not come to dislike you or turn my back on you. …I am the one who must apologize. I was so focused on being a good attendant to an admirable Princess, that I did not even think about your pain.
I am sorry. Your forehead is hot. I believe you have a fever. Illness is a reflection of inner anxieties. No-one could blame you for such things, after the unfitting events you have been through. I know what incredible efforts you have put into being a perfect Princess.
Just for tonight, you can be a normal girl who has just lost her family… and cry. Right now, I shall also stay by your side not as a proper Knight, but a childhood friend. The dawn is still far off. Now, wrap up warm and rest. As long as we live, there will be countless anguishes that we have no choice but to bear, but their weight also becomes lighter when we are supported by others.
Aha. You don’t need to be so nervous. What is it? A… request? Of course I do not mind. A… song? Yes, I remember the song that Noel would sing… ngh-ah-hmmm… Ah, no, of course lessons in singing to a lady were taught as etiquette for a Knight, but… Um, I… I am not gifted in that way.
Yes… If you do not mind my lack of skill… A-ahem…
Drink in light, Budding blossom of white, Take root, Bundle up the world, Fill it with your kind heart.
One day, Even if you are no more, The light will carry on.
I did say I wasn’t any good! …You don’t need to muffle it, you can laugh. You smiled because it made you warm and happy? My terrible singing? …I understand. Alright, I’ll keep singing until you fall asleep. A request of this level is nothing but sweet. When you were much younger you begged and pleaded that you wanted to ride a horse by yourself, now that was problematic. I ended up pacifying you by pretending to be a horse, and you rode on my back playing horsie.
I also played a lot of other parts – a demon come to kidnap the beautiful princess, a lover whisking you away to elope, a happy husband… all at your guileless requests. Ahahah. Yes, I am 8 years older than you, so I remember a lot of things from when you were too young to.
Now, close your eyes. You won’t have anymore nightmares tonight. I shall protect you, whatever the time. Goodnight, Princess.
…Princess? Are you asleep? …good, you managed to sleep. What… should I do? Princess… please forgive me my betrayal… no. Please don’t ever forgive me. Punish me… for I am steeped in sin.
[Track Four: Instruction]
Make sure not to pull the reins too hard. Good, very good. Princess, your hand. I was intending to spend several days teaching you to ride alone and how to tend to your horse, but as a refined lady you already knew horsemanship and so you’ve advanced very quickly.
I believe you will no longer need to ride double with me. It’s dangerous for us to remain long in one place, so let us move on tomorrow morning. …Princess? You look troubled? Is something the matter? Are you still not feeling well?
I see. Then that’s fine. No, we’re not heading for refuge in the Teria Kingdom, but rather to a remote region on the eastern edge of the Aldonato Dukedom. I know that you are the Laurus’ precious fiance, but the unrest amongst the citizens is still ongoing and we do not know what will happen if we get caught up in it.
I have judged it best to keep out of sight until the situation has calmed. …no, it’s nothing. That’s right. I should have scolded you for making a joke about ‘our childish play at eloping together actually coming true’, but I wasn’t paying proper attention. I am sorry.
Now, let us practice a little more while the sun is still high in the sky.
[Track Five: Truth]
Princess, you must be tired. We will be staying here for the night, so you may remove your travel clothes, if you wish. I am quite used to travel, but even so being constantly on the run like this is exhausting.
I know I have asked a lot from you, but please do not pretend and say that you are not feeling the strain of everything. Then I shall go out for a while. Please stay here and rest. Please do not worry, I’m simply going to collect a letter.
Yes, I send a secret message to my father and elder brother who are also Knights and told them we were heading for this town. I hope that this will enlighten us as to the enemy’s movements…
Why? What’s happening!? Why?! Princess… I shall tell you what I’ve learnt from my father and brother. Immediately after the Duke was killed, Leo and Yuuri were murdered by the rebelling civilians. Noel has gone missing, but the likelihood that he’s alive is slim.
The riot against the Aldonado Castle was quelled by the Tiria Kingdom’s army and everyone involved have been imprisoned. …I was so convinced that Leo had killed the Duke and conspired with the commoners to kill you that I… But… I was wrong.
The letter… it said that Leo… he fought against the rioters to try and protect his family… and was killed. It said that he was… a hero. Ngh! Leo wasn’t the culprit! So who killed the Duke!? Who was it who roused the people into a rebellion!? Who’s chasing us trying to kill you!?
‘The truth of what happened that night’…? What is it that’s bothering you about it? Ngh! …hahaha… I see. So you noticed… that there was something about my actions that night that didn’t make sense.
…Yes. You’re right. Even before the riot started, I had already prepared 2 horses by the back gate and prepared a shelter for the two of us to use. I had already prepared everything we needed to flee.
…But! I swear it on my sword, I never laid a hand on the Duke! …that’s… Princess. Please, listen to what I have to say about… the intrigue behind your political marriage.
In order to soothe the strained relations between Tiria and Laurus, a marriage was arranged between their royal families. The reason that you were chosen and not a direct member of the royal family was partly due to the Duke’s persuasiveness, but mostly because… of the legend of the Bloody Queen from four hundred years ago.
There have been rumors, due to your beauty, that you are a reincarnation of the Bloody Queen, who once charmed kingdoms. Tiria wanted to… send the curse of the Bloody Queen into Laurus. …Yes, the curse is nothing but superstition. It doesn’t exist.
However, Tiria wanted it to appear as if Laurus royal family was aware of the curse… and killed you because of it. On the face of it, your engagement was to promote peace… but it was just a lie designed to allow them to enact their own ideas of justice.
It would be easy then, to rouse the other countries to war against the perceived culprits. Tiria would assassinate you, blame it on Laurus and use it as justification for revenge against their enemy. Your marriage… was to kill you.
Princess… Do you remember the first time we met? Yes, ever since you were a child you’ve known me as a friend, an older brother, an attendant… and a man. I took your young confession as a simple childish love and refused you. I thought that when you were full grown it would simply fade away.
A first love that is never fulfilled. …I thought that would be enough for me. Even as I froze my heart against it… The truth is that I was so happy to hear you loved me… enough to poorly sing love songs to myself under my breath. You understand why I was not able to answer your confession, don’t you?
No matter how much I treasure you, how my heart burns for you… I am a Knight. I must live as a Knight lives.
I was always scolding you, to behave as a Princess should behave. I believed that doing so would be to promote your own happiness. Aristocratic marriages are done to protect the bloodline, to protect the way things are. They are a duty passed down from the moment of birth.
No matter how repulsive a future, you were born as a Princess of Aldonato and so the destiny of marrying into Laurus was passed to you. To fulfil that duty well was to succeed in life… as a Knight, that’s what I was supposed to believe.
Even so, I… I could not get rid of my feelings. I prepared in secret, to take you and run. I wanted to save you, if I could. Just like when we were children pretending to run away together… but in truth this time…
The night of the masquerade ball… if you were to marry… it would have been my last chance… I had prepared to steal you away… but still I hesitated. To do what I was planning would be completely unbecoming of a Knight. But if I left it any longer you would have been completely out of my reach.
Then… the riot. As the Knights all desperately tried to quell the uprising, I thought… ‘God has given me the perfect chance.’ I was supposed to protect the gate… instead I opened it and snuck into the castle with the mob.
I betrayed the Orlandi pledge to protect the Aldonato. To chose one thing… means to abandon another. Even if it meant throwing away everything that makes me who I am… I wanted to protect you.
You know that the Orlandi are a line of Knights, don’t you? Yes, that’s right. We gained nobility with my father through decoration rather than inheritance. Unless I was a perfect knight, I would not be allowed by your side. I would even lose my position as nobility. That’s why… I hated Leo.
He was just the son of a mistress, yet even though he was not legitimate he was still taken in by the Duke and could stay by your side as your younger brother. You treated him so kindly, and I hated him… I was jealous of him… I envied him… I looked down on him and treated him badly.
I was proud and happy to be your childhood friend and primary Knight, it was my reason for being… and at the same time my heart was always conflicted. It hurt. I was The Ice Knight, praised as being the pinnacle of justice… but I am just a man.
No matter how diligently I performed as the proud ideal, in my heart I harboured an ugly jealousy. I… I am such a foolish, ugly… You were the only person I never wanted to see behind the mask I wear. I am a knight. I was a knight. Even after betraying my Lord and running away with you, I still try to fulfil my duties but my feelings for you… they drive me mad.
What is right? How can I make you happy? I just… I don’t know anymore… Ah! Princess…? You cannot say such things to a mere attendant. It was different when you were young, now you know the weight of the words, to say ‘I love you’… It’s a jest that is not funny.
You cannot! You cannot forgive me for my betrayal of your family! A fallen knight like me… I deserve no such reward. …Princess… No! It’s not that I simply want the role of the Princess of Aldonato! I beleived that what I was going was right, when I scolded you to remember your position… to think that I made you feel that way…
Ngh… You are unique in all the world. You are yourself. The Princess I swore my oath to, the one I give my love to… is you. Only… me…? Whether I am a true Knight or not… Only I… could be your Knight? Is that what you’re saying…? I, who committed the sin of being mad with jealousy… to acknowledge a pathetic man like me… as your Knight… That’s…
…Princess… I… even if I show you what is really in my heart… will you forgive it? I have… always, always… looked only at you… I love you. Not only with the deep affection and respect of a Knight to his Lord… but with romantic feeling, I love you.
I… don’t want to let anyone else have you. mm. mhm. Princess. Mhm. I love you. Ah. Mm. Princess… Ngh… To press you down like this, filled with lust… it does not frighten you? Fu..hahaha… you really are… mhm. Ah. Mm. Your lips are so soft… I never knew that kisses with your loved one could be so pleasurable… and sweet.
Mhm. Ah. Princess. Mm. You are… beautiful. Don’t be embarrassed… please, show me all of you… my beloved… Mm. ah. mhm. I honestly thought that things like whispering words of love to a woman… and touching bodies like this… were irrelevant to me.
You are the only one I will ever love. I had intended to live the rest of my life without ever speaking of the feelings trapped in my heart. I love you… Princess. Mhm. Mm. Ah. Ahh, I’ve never heard you make sounds like this before… So cute… Ah. Ah. Ah. Mm. Ah… so cute. Princess… Open your mouth wider… that’s it… ah. Good… mhm…
When I touch you here your heartbeat speeds up. Are you scared? It’s alright… you don’t need to be brave. Even if you say you are scared, I know that it’s not that you want me to stop. Mm. Right now we are not the ideal Princess and Knight, we are simply two people loving each other for the first time. Even if we are unskilled at it… isn’t that alright?
I’m not relaxed at all. I, too… my heart is beating at a shamefully high speed. If you press your hand to my chest, you’ll be able to feel it against your palm. …yes, I love you too. Mhm. ah. mhm. I’m going to… touch you a little deeper.
Such a small space… can you feel it? Does it feel good? Don’t be scared. Feel even better. Mhm. Even though you know what to do in these circumstances from your lessons, you’ve never conforted yourself like this before so it’s all new to you, isn’t it? It’s alright, it’s not strange at all. Your pleasure-filled expression… is very cute.
Ah… did you have a small orgasm? Your whole body tingled and gave a strong jerk, didn’t it? That feeling is what’s called ‘coming’. Princess… mhm. ah. See, this liquid leaking from inside you is proof that you felt pleasure. It makes me happy that you feel so good.
Mhm. Ah. Princess, can you tell where the wet sound is coming from? Your body is melting sweetly in preparation for becoming one with me. Ngh. Ah. Please feel even better. Ah. It’s alright, there is no spot on your body that could ever be dirty. Mhm. Ah. Ngh. Nghah. No, don’t twist your hips away. I don’t want a single drop of your honey to fall onto the sheets. All of it… is mine.
Ah… mhm.. ah… mhm… Your amorous eyes, your face, your voice are all so lovely… I can’t stand it any more… Mm. ngh. mm. ah. ah. I’ve never… been so aroused before… Ah… ngh… Princess… you’re so hot… Look… just rubbing against each other like this… our lewd liquids are mixing together… Nghah… like a string stretching…
Mhm. Yes, that’s right. This will go inside you, and we’ll become one. Ngh… Princess… Can I? Ngh… kghn… ngh… ahhh… Princess… Are you alright? If it’s too much I’ll pull out… Yes. I understand. Then I’ll continue… all the way in… ngh… ah… ngh… Princess… Ngh…
Mhm. Ah. Try… to relax. Ngh… ngh! Ah! Ah… Yes, I’m… all the way inside you…mhm. …Princess…? Are you crying? If you’re in pain, I have to stop… ngh! P-Princess…? You’re crying because… you’re happy? …yes, that’s right. I’m too obtuse, I need to learn more about women’s feelings.
Mhm. Will you teach me, Princess? Mhm. Ah. I love you… I love you… Mhm. Ah. Mhm… ngh… ah… hahah… ngh… hah… My body… my heart… even my soul… all of me… belongs to you… hah… ngh… Princess… Princess… hah… Please forgive me… for dirtying you… with my come… ngh… hah… I love you… Princess… Ah! ah… ngh… ngh…! Ah! Ah! ah ah! ah…
Hah… ah… ngh… Princess… To become one with the one you love… is so pleasureable… it’s almost enough to drive you mad. …Princess. Yes… With the words of love that you bestow upon me… I become myself… even if I am not a true Knight… I accept them. Mhm… Princess… Mhm… ngh… I’m sorry… I don’t want to press you too hard, but the excitement of being inside you… burns to bright to be extinguished with one attempt…
Tomorrow morning, I will be back to what a Knight should be… so, please just for tonight… let me simply be a man… drowning in you…
[Track Six: Choice]
Princess, are you done dressing?
This secret message arrived this morning from my brother and father at the palace. As expected, Tiria has guaranteed your marriage to Laurus and is currently looking for the help of an assassin.
Also, the ones currently chasing us trying to kill you are the ones attempting to stop the war with Laurus. They most likely intend to kill you before the marriage and erase the engagement.
Whether after the marriage or before it, either way this country intends to kill you. Yes, I do not know by what means, but I believe Tiria also had a hand in the murder of the Duke.
Also, there is something else. A very important note. The wax seal is that of Laurus’ royal family. Laurus is aware of Tiria’s plot, and through Aldonato’s sworn servants, the Orlandi, sent this note to you.
‘Laurus does not appreciate what Tiria is attempting, and is prepared to offer the Aldonato Princess sanctuary. We have no plans for an assassination and are prepared to guarantee your safety. You would someday become the queen of Laurus and be in a position to take revenge upon those who destroyed your family, Tiria.’ That is a summary of what the note says.
They intend to bring Tiria’s plot to start war with Laurus via a political marriage to light, and use your escape and subsequent marriage into Laurus as just cause to start a war of their own. Either way, you become a tool of war.
However, if you accept Laurus’ proposal, at the very least you would no longer need to worry about assassinations. As queen, you could live a life wanting for nothing.
Princess… please head for Laurus. The note from Laurus… it may appear to be an offer, but it is without a doubt an order. If you refuse it, you will be chased not only by Tiria but by Laurus as well.
I don’t…! I don’t want some other man to have you, either. You are my only love. My feelings will never change. Unlike myself, throwing away my oaths and destroying my honour, you are a true princess in both breeding and action.
If there is any way to allow you to live without throwing away your home, your name, your past… everything you are and hiding away in the darkness for the rest of your life… then I…
You are my Princess and I am your Knight. I… want you to be happy. That is my only desire.
[Track Seven: Happy Ending —Hope—]
…Princess? OW! …what…? Princess…? You’re… going to chose me, even now? Oh! Yes… you do not wish for revenge… but to live for me… Yes. Yes! That’s right! Your life belongs to you, and to I who loves you. You will not become a tool of war.
If you want me, if you choose me, then I shall do the same. I will protect you, not only as a Knight, but as a man. I promise that nothing will come in the way of my love for you!
I will put my body, my soul and my honor… everything into protecting you… My Lady. Let’s go. According to the reports, our pursuers draw closer. Yes, to the ends of the earth, together!
At this rate we’ll be surrounded. I’ll hold them back here, please keep going. I taught you how to handle the horse, and how to follow the map. Yes, I know you’ll be fine. Princess, your hand.
Though we may part, my heart is always with you. I will meet you where I promised to. So please, go! Hurry! Don’t look back! Rrrah! Ngh! I swear on my sword, you will not lay a single finger on the Princess!
Now, you scum who do not know your place! Prepare to meet your maker!
I’m back, Princess. Oh! I apologize… for leaving you alone for so long. I’m so glad… you’re alright. Yes, it took a long time to lose the pursuers from Tiria and Laurus, but they now both believe the the Aldonato Princess and her Knight are dead.
Ah, please don’t cry. It’s alright. I came back to you alive. This is… the house you’ve been living in as you waited for me. It’s small, and very warm. A good home.
Thank you. I’ve gotten used to my prosthetic leg over the long journey, but it’s much easier with some support. Oh. No, the tea can wait. Let me see your face first. Please let me feel you again… My love.
Princess…. I missed you. Ah. mm. As a Princess and a Knight, our choice should have been to fight with everything we had to take back the castle and the Aldonato name… but we chose to live, to run away together.
Many people would consider us foolish, choosing a small happy life loving each other over our honor. That’s fine. If this is a sin we are despised for, then let them despise us. We no longer need a happiness chosen for us by other people.
You are all I want. Let’s be happy… together… forever.
It’s alright. This isn’t a dream. Clovis (I) am with you.
I love you, my precious Lady.
[Track Eight: Bad End —Assistance—]
Yes, an excellent decision, Princess. To choose happiness as a Princess, it is only the natural choice. …Princess? ‘You’re not becoming Queen Consort of Laurus to gain control of them’? What do you mean…? Oh! Princess! Such a thing…! Yes, if it’s you, you could become not just Queen Consort, but Ruling Queen!
Then take Laurus up with your own hands, and destroy the ones who took everything from us, Tiria! A wonderful plan! Yes, Princess! Certainly! I, Clovis Orlandi, swear myself to you, my Princess… no, my Queen. I will carry out your every order.
I will put my body, my soul and my honor… everything into protecting you… Your Royal Highness.
Welcome back, Princess. Did today’s performance with the crown prince go well? Yes, splendid. I can see it went very well indeed. Now, take off your clothes and come here.
Is something wrong? Hurry and get into bed. If you don’t… then I can’t cleanse you. Now, as usual, stand in front of me and spread your legs. Show me where you’re leaking another man’s semen.
Ahhh… He filled you up well again today. You’re dripping so much it’s like you’ve wet yourself. …filthy. Mmh. Ahahah, see? When I spread your lips apart it dribbles from you.
Princess, clamp down your internal muscles and push the filth out of yourself. Well done, Princess. But, there’s still some deep inside you, where my fingers cannot reach. What shall we do?
Hm? I can’t hear you. What do you want your Knight to do, Princess? Yes, very good. I shall obey your order. Spread your legs further. This is what you… want, right, Princess? Yes, don’t worry, I won’t keep you waiting.
If this is what you want, I’ll give you the whole thing. Ngh! Ah! Ahh… There’s so much sloppy filth covering your beautiful insides. Unforgivable. Ngh. ah. Can you hear these dirty sounds? Mhm. ah. Yes, yes… You don’t need to cry. Clovis (I) will make you clean again.
Ngh. Ah. Ahahaha, I wonder why males are so disgusting when they breed with females? Ah. Did you know? Ngh. To steal the females… The males extract out their rivals semen and fill the females up with their own.
Ngh. Over… and over… I will seduce you like this… In place of that incompetent crown prince… get pregnant by me instead… Ngh… Ahahah… It’s alright… My hair and eye colour matches the crown prince’s… no one will notice… if you birth my child instead…
Ngh. Ghn. Hah… Ngh… You mustn’t spill… a single drop of my semen… Princess… Hah. Ngh. Khgn. Princess… Princess… Hah. I’m… coming… I’m coming… Ahah. Ah. Ngh. Ah! Ah! Ngh…
Ahahaha… Your insides… are full to the brim with me. Such a happy thing… Ngh. Ahh. You’re all clean again. Don’t cry, Princess. Mhm.
Soon, the crown prince will inherit the crown of Laurus. You, his wife, will give birth to my child as the next heir. Then we can get rid of that nuisance king. Ahahaha. We can put together any number of wills. Yes, the time for you to become Ruling Queen has come.
…Princess… mhm.I am your knight. As long as I live, I will follow you.
[Track Nine: A Long Cherished Dream —Stellaworth Special—]
Mhm… mm… I want more… of you… mhm. mm. No matter how many times we kiss… it’s not enough… mm. mhm. Is it hard to breathe…? But… not yet… more… mhm. Ahm…
Mhm… Princess… I’m very sorry… I don’t think… I can hold back… Ngh… ah! Ngh. Princess… please, let me have you… again… Ah! ngh! Ah! Princess! Princess! Ngh! AH! Amazing… ah. I’m… sorry… ngh… I want to be gentle… but I can’t stop… ngh! ah! mm…
I love you… I love… you… ngh… mhm… ngh! Ah… mm… mhm… your back, dripping with sweat… your stretched-out limbs… ngh… your messy hair… ah… everything about you… drives me mad with lust…
Ngh! ah! So lewd… your sweet voice… ngh… so wonderful… Princess… ngh.. .ah… mm… Have you… lost all strength? You body… has melted into the bed… mm… It’s alright… just stay flat on your belly like that…
Ngh… It’s alright… I know what you don’t like. Ah… mhm… Ah. You’re too sensitive… your body keeps twitching away… That just means I need to chase you… ngh… ah. ah. Princess… I love you… ngh. ngh. ngh. Ah. ngh. Ah, Princess… did you… just come…? Wow… your insides… are clenching around me…
Mm… ah… you’re so adorable… ngh… mm… No… it’s not over yet… I still want you… it’s not nearly enough… You just came… so if I hold you like this while you rest… do you feel yourself getting close again?
Ngh… ah… ngh… it’s alright… please come over and over… until I finish inside you… ngh… ah…Princess… so good… so very good… ngh. ah… ah… So cute… more… feel me more… Your body and heart… I want to fill you up with me… my only one… Princess…
Ngh… Princess… ahh… ngh… ah! I’m… ngh… ngh… Ah! Nghah! Ahhh… nghahh… Princess… may I… stay holding you from behind… like this…? ngh. Are you completely exhausted? Yes, it’s fine, stay resting on my chest just like this.
Mm. Princess… Look down. See? It’s overflowing from where we’re connected. Yes, that’s the semen that I filled you up with and the honey you use to accept me with. It’s proof that we connected.
Mm. I’m sorry for pressing you so hard. I just… I couldn’t help myself… I’m very sorry. Pfft, you’re too forgiving of me, Princess. mm.
Princess… I want… to stay connected like this forever… I never want… to let you go… Can I? Pfft, you’ve felt so much that you can’t anymore? Saying that with such a face, you’re so cute you make me dizzy. mm.
It’s alright. let’s love each other slowly. We’ll spend all night… just swaying, tied together like this… mixing heat without coming… adoring the warmth of each other… Isn’t that another way for men and women to have sex?
mm. Heh? Uhmmm… well, that’s… our bodies don’t lie, so… if you ask if staying like this will be difficult… I’m at a loss. Getting so carried away and clinging to you so much, I still… um… I’m still like this… it’s a bit embarrassing.
There is no end to how much I want you, but even I never thought that I was… such a beast. Oh… it’s mean to laugh at me like that. You’re injuring my delicate heart. Pfft. Ahahaha. Mm. Yes, it’s good, laughing together like this with our bare bodies pressed together… it’s the best happiness.
No matter what terrible things may happen, as long as we’re together we can face it with a smile… how amazing it is, loving one another. Mm. Princess… Turn and face me? I want to look at your face as I hold you close…
Mm. I want you… to hold me, too… mm. Ah… I’ll support you… so make sure I don’t slip out as you move your hips… Ah. This way. ngh. ah. Don’t push yourself, you can move slowly.
Ngh. Ah. Mm. Ah… holding each other like this, your skin fits to mine so well… it’s almost like you can’t tell where one ends and the other begins. Mmm. Ahhh… You smell… so good. Mm.
Pfft, Princess… Wanting a kiss on the lips… what a cute request. Of course, it’s my pleasure.
Mm. May I have one from you, too? Mm. Mhm. Ahm. Mhm.
Please… can you move, too…? Ngh. Ah. yes… that’s good. Mm. Swaying our connected bodies like this… Like gentle waves… mm. Warm? I’m glad. That’s right, it’s a little strange for me, too.
As your lover, I want you with a burning desire, but at the same time I feel the gentle comfort of being your childhood friend. Mm. Pfft, I don’t mind if you want to call me Ludo like you did when you were little.
The first time we met you were so small and dribbly, you couldn’t pronounce Clovis at all. Maybe you felt sad that you were the only one who couldn’t pronounce my name, because you looked up at me with tears in your eyes.
Do you remember? Ahaha, you were so happy when you could say ‘Ludo’, you would follow along behind me with a big smile on your face. You were so adorable. Noel even got exasperated, saying it was like I was your big brother and not him.
Back then… I had no idea what romantic love was… but even back then I loved you deeply. That has never changed. Yes, of course. Please call that. I really loved… you calling me that name.
Oh-ah-oh… ‘Love you, Ludo’. You used to say that to me so much when you were a child… but now it’s like being shot through with Cupid’s arrow. Yes, please, call me that more. You were the only one who would call me by such a cute name, so it’s both nostalgic and a little embarrassing.
Mm. Mhm. Princess… Mhm. Ah. Your heart… is beating so loudly. I’m disturbing the calm mood, but these feelings of adoration for you still flow strongly. Princess, you’re the same… as me…
Mhm. Ah. Mhm. Can you feel me… getting hard again? Ngh. Ah. Mhm. At this rate… I’ll finish… so go more… slowly… Ngh. Ah. Mhm. Ahh.
Mmm. You’re tired, aren’t you? So let’s stay connected… and just flop on the bed like this. It’s alright, I don’t mind if you fall asleep. Ahahah, your eyelids are drooping and you say you still want to talk with me? You haven’t changed a bit since you were a child.
Ahaha. I’ve always… wanted to treat you gently… like this. Mm. As the years passed, you had to become the perfect Princess, and I had to become a true Knight. I had to put on the mask of an attendant, and we could no longer play together as friends the way we did as children.
Your young guileless smile also disappeared, and you had to conduct yourself as is befitting of your station. You withered before my very eyes. As strict as I became, it was all for your sake. I believed that was something I had to do for you as a Knight, but that I made you feel such pain…
I’m so sorry. Even so… you never came to fear or hate me… you always treated me so gently. You are so kind. That is what makes you so strong. Ahaha, no. Kindness is not a weakness. Kind people gather others like themselves and make the world a gentler place to be… that’s just an idealistic idea.
The truth is that they gather those who wish for their kindness. Those giving keep giving, those taking continue to take. Those giving become used up, and if they even try to refuse they’re labelled traitors.
But… even so, you are the kind of strong person who does not become afraid to show kindness. The weak don’t want to be seen to be weak, so all they can do is act strong.
If you are kind to others, that kindness is paid back to you. If you wish for others to be kind to you, you must be kind to them. Wanting to be treated gently, but being too scared to be seen for who you really are… that was me.
Mm. I want to be like you… gentle and strong. If I had been stronger, I would not have made you feel the way I did. And Leo, too… I would not have treated him as terribly as I did.
Why couldn’t I have treated him better? When he was accepted into your family, he was still just a child. He put on a brave face, but everyday people threw his mother’s position into his face… he must have felt so anxious.
Yet I… I was so… I could never apologize enough. I will never stop regretting my actions. Princess… Thank you. Yes, I can never apologize for what I did… but I can atone for it. I know that Leo and I… we desire the same thing.
Mm. For you, the one we love, to be happy. Mhm. I love you, Princess. I love you. I swear to protect you with everything I have, and to make you happy. Mhm. Now, Princess. Close your eyes. Let us sleep connected together like this.
It’s alright, I’ll hold you all night. You won’t have any more nightmares. Eh? A song? My singing is so bad, it might keep you up instead. Ngh… alright. Honestly, I really can’t say no to you. Well then. Ahem.
Drink in light
Budding blossom of white
Bundle up the world
Fill it with your kind heart.
Even if you are no more
The light will carry on.