Chapter Twenty-One: What He’s Asking Her to Wear Today (Part III)
No, no. I chased away the suspicions that sprung up in my head.
I mustn’t. If I started doubting now…
I’m going to get caught by Reinhardt-sama.
“What are you thinking about?”
I’m smiling, can’t you see…!?
He shook his head.
“I told you not to lie.”
No, but won’t I just be punished if I were to be completely honest…
“Well, it’s fine. I’ll forgive you for today.”
…Was this really not a trap?
“I’ve been disciplining you even before you conceived Wernhardt, but I always find myself in trouble as you get spoiled the moment I relax a little.”
I want to be spoiled.
I was afraid of what’s to come if he were to spoil me too much, so it may pose a problem if I let myself get pampered too much.
Come to think of it, even when I was still being trained in the beginning, I feel like even then, I was already being deceived into getting spoiled whenever things became too difficult.
That means… His technique of training was to spoil me at the correct times…!
Come to think of it, that was how it played out in the game!
When it came to the erotic scenes involving the heroine, Reinhardt-sama’s scenarios always had some form of training, and every time, in the end, there was always a reward.
In my case, even though he said he was spoiling me, the only thing he did every time was to gently stroke me after, but to think that I’m supposed to be given a definitive reward after going through all those things…!?
I looked at Reinhardt-sama with a little bit of expectation that maybe…
“How about today…”
“Now, what should I do? To you, who are so lewd.”
I could feel Reinhardt-sama’s tentacles entwining around my wait and lefts; I could feel them aiming for my hole.
As I thought, things would end up like this…
It’s not going to be an ordinary night.
“If you have anything you’re hoping for, then you should tell me, Anna.”
Am I really allowed to say it?
Even if I did…
“What is it?”
While looking at Reinhardt-sama’s expression, I tried to say something with trepidation, “I want tonight to be normal… Is that, is that no good…?”
…Reinhardt-sama, why are you making that overtly exaggerated surprised expression on your face…!?
Was it so surprising that I seek some normality!?
I… I don’t think I’ve ever asked to be trained a certain way before, so why—!?
“That… You’re hoping for something very difficult for me to fulfill.”
I was surprised by the expression on Reinhardt-sama’s face, and while I was thinking of asking a follow-up question, another shocking remark struck me…
“Wha… What’s so difficult about…”
A normal night, why would that be too difficult?
Was it because it deviated from Reinhardt-sama’s tastes?
“I once wanted to be kind and spoil you before, but I think it became too painful and difficult for me to continue doing so because of your lewdness. Have you forgotten about that?”
Of course, I remember.
The reason why maintaining normalcy was difficult alluded to Annelier’s body being too promiscuous…
He explained it to me with a straight face, making the whole thing very unbearable.
For some reason, I want, I want the ground I’m on to open and swallow me up.
There’s no way for me to get buried, so I have no choice but to just crouch into myself.
“Don’t feel down.”
The tentacles stroked my back to comfort me, but I just found myself falling deeper into my sadness.
The tentacles are so gentle…
“It’ll be difficult, but I’ll still try.”
I gently raised my head and looked up at Reinhardt-sama.
He had a serious expression on.
That’s right, Reinhardt-sama had always been a serious man.
It was just because of his sexual preferences that were a bit sadistic that this trait of his didn’t usually show… In the game, as far as I could tell, that was the default for Reinhardt-sama.
Then, this, in some way…
“But since it’s also because of your body, I don’t think my efforts alone will do the trick. You must make an effort, too.”
I got up from my crouched position, kneeled with the tops of my feet flat on the floor, and sat on my soles; a naked seiza.
I couldn’t bring myself to hear any more of it, as the fact only made me spiral harder.
“I… What kind of effort should I make?”
Was it even possible for me to manage this lewdness with effort alone?
I’ve always thought it wasn’t on me because it was initially Annelier’s body, but considering I’ll be living in it from now on, it’s now my problem to fix.
“First, you must bear with it. Endure your sensuality.”
“If I tried to hold you as I normally would, then you might not be able to bear it until I’m done. However, if I tried to hold you for a short amount of time so you could withstand it, it’ll probably be enough to deviate to being normal in a different way.”
I knew it.
I knew it, but I didn’t want to acknowledge it…
“If I were to hold you just to release my seed in you, in that short amount of time, you’d probably be able to enjoy the general pleasure. However, even for that reason, I don’t want to commit such a distasteful act, as if I were only holding you out of pure obligation.”
Ahh— Uhm… I feel a little embarrassed now.
In the extension of my confinement, I thought I’d come to finally understand how much Reinhardt-sama really liked me, hence why he kept doing various things to me… But he’s never told me as directly as this!
How… How good it would have been if I hadn’t heard his confession while doing a naked seiza…!
“That, I don’t want Reinhardt-sama to put up and do that with that neither…”
However, I now need to answer him properly.
Please forgive me, for I can’t help but hesitate a bit as I do so.
“Well then, I shall discipline you so that you can endure better.”
It’s strange… As I thought, it’s still training from here…?