Title: I’m the Villainess Who Uses My Mother’s Magic to Intrude on the Main Characters’ Love Story, but I’m Not Interested in the Hero Since I Aim to Avoid My Condemnation
Original: 私は、お母様の能力を使って人の恋路を邪魔する悪役令嬢のようです。けれども断罪回避を目指すので、ヒーローに近付くつもりは微塵もございませんよ？
Author: イセヤ レキ Iseya Reki
Link: https://novel18.syosetu.com/n6407ic/
Summary: It happened when I’d just turned ten. I was bedridden due to the epidemic for a week.“Dear Mother, it seems that I’m the daughter of a villainess!”
A story about how Lily Lou, the daughter of a villainess who relentlessly avoided the hero in fear of condemnation, and found her own hero…
- It can be read as a stand-alone, but it was the story of the daughter from the story [My Dear Daughter Claims to be a Villainess. Apparently, She’ll Be Condemned for Putting a Curse on Her Love Rival, but I Have No Intention of Repeating the Same Mistake?]
—I was born into a certain count’s family.
However, my parents weren’t ordinary.
My father, Brad, was hailed as the national hero after suppressing the invasion of the neighboring country at a young age due to his impeccable tactic and swordsmanship.
Originally, he was a commoner, but before he knew it, he’d risen in the ranks and acquired the title of a count.
As for my mother, Arlika, she was the daughter of a duke who was renowned for her fairy-like beauty. Despite her gentle personality, my mother was the only one in this country capable of casting a curse.—Only me and my mother knew about this.
Since both of my parents were good-looking, they used to be popular nation-wide, but after falling in love with each other at first sight, my brother and I were born.
It was only after I contracted an epidemic that I realized that my father had an improbable background and that many of the dignitaries of this country were incredibly handsome.…After all, this country—no, this world—was a novel universe.
“…Huh? What do you mean by that, Lily Lou?”
I was somewhat nervous as I surmised everything to my childhood friend, Diem.
“—Which is why I’d like to keep my distance from the prince as much as possible.”
“But until yesterday, weren’t you fawning over him? In your own words, he was the finest, most handsome, and eligible bachelor?”
My childhood friend, who was still in the dark, was the son of a marquis. Despite that, I could literally talk about anything to him without worrying about the status difference. As a side note, his father was a close aide to my father, who led the knights.
As expected, such an extraordinary coincidence could only happen in a novel. I first met Diem at a gathering of aristocratic children. He, who had a burn mark on his face, always concealed it with his long bangs. At the time, a certain duke’s son yanked his hair, trying to turn him into a laughingstock.
I helped him, and we soon hit it off. I didn’t do anything to the duke’s son, by the way. I burst into tears on the spot, pleading for my mother. As a matter of course, my mother arrived—along with my father.
Since he was the national hero, the onlookers immediately switched sides. When asked why, the children blamed the duke’s son for what he’d done, causing him to be scolded by his father. Afterwards, Diem was no longer bullied by them.
All’s well that ends well.
Still, no matter how close we were, there was no way he’d believe me if I told him we were the characters of a novel…
Hence why instead of saying, ‘Hey, I once read this novel!’, I just said I saw a dream.
“If I don’t give up on pursuing the crown prince, only a miserable future awaits me…” “A miserable future? For example?”
“…The prince and his lover will hate me, or something like that?”
“But recently, you said that no one is more suitable for His Highness other than you…” Diem’s words were akin to a splash of cold water.
“—That’s what I’m talking about!”
“Huh?”
Simply because of my attractive parents and my somewhat cuter-than-average appearance, I got carried away! My parents were the ones who deserved all the praises, and not me. As for my status, it just so happened that I was born into a noble family, instead of earning it like my father. Ever since I was a child, I grew up being praised and at some point, I was convinced I was a special existence.
…A special existence, one that’d be worthy of the prince.
“I saw it in my dream, in the future, I’ll harass the girl the prince loves and use my mother’s… Uhm, essentially used my mother to corner her!”
Swept away by the conversation, I even leaned towards him, but Diem only ever nodded. Up until now, I’d taken his kindness for granted, but now I realize that it wasn’t easy for a child of this age to listen to me without interrupting my words.
“—Ultimately, I’ll incur the wrath of the prince, and not just me… But my entire family will be condemned!”
“That’s certainly… a very scary dream.”
In truth, I was the first to be condemned, while my mother followed soon after. For the crime of using dark arts, she’d then be executed. My father, who was purposefully sent by the king on an expedition to a land far away, was furious and split the country apart like a madman. In the end, the king met his demise at my father’s hand, and the kingdom fell into ruin.
However, by the time my father managed to overthrow the king, everyone in my family had perished, while the country was in shambles. Thus, the prince and his lover set out for reconstruction, believing in a brighter future—such was the end of the novel… When I was reading the novel in the hospital room, I shed tears at the plight of the heroine. Rejoicing at the eradication of the “nuisance”, I sent a shout out to the heroine to do her best.
…But now that I was in the position of the person I had previously considered a nuisance, my feelings underwent a complete reversal. Due to my own folly, my beloved family was doomed. How outrageous.
“I’m so sorry that I’m such a villainess. Anyway, I want to avoid condemnation. So, let’s aim for a different route!”
“…A different route?” Diem curiously tilted his head.
“—Actually, that wasn’t the only dream I had.”
…Yes, I’m aware of it. When I read that novel in the hospital room, the villainess trope was all the rage. Among the various comments I saw, some of them said, “I want the villainess to achieve her happy ending.”
…And the author, perhaps overwhelmed by the popularity of villainess, posted on SNS. ‘In the near future, I’ll write an IF route with villainess as the main character.’ In consideration of the readers who liked the original story, the author decided against changing the plotline, and instead came up with a new male lead for the villainess.
…Rather than an IF route, it’d be a spin-off at this point. Regardless, since it was a story about what if the villainess escaped condemnation, it was probably the same. By the way, I used to be a fan of the heroine, so I disdained the villainess, Lily Lou, and didn’t read her story.
—Even if I were to regret it, it was too late.
“You have another dream?”
“Yes, it appears that I’d be marrying the illegitimate child of the king who was entrusted to a certain nobleman somewhere… Oh, this is still a dream, by the way.”
“…Huh? An illegitimate child, that’s…” Diem was frozen.
I hurriedly waved my hands. “I-it’s just a dream! A dream!!”
Apart from that, I didn’t actually believe the king would have an illegitimate child. Also, I didn’t want to be arrested for blasphemy.
“I-I see…” Diem also nodded in response.
Since the IF route was basically an extension of the main story, it wouldn’t be strange for the illegitimate child to exist in this universe. But I couldn’t be so sure. After all, even if he did exist, I knew next to nothing about him.
Unfortunately, my knowledge only extended to what the author posted on SNS. In other words, he should be an aristocrat by now.
As for the concept details for the illegitimate child, along with his appearance and family… I, who didn’t read the novel, had no way of knowing.
“Anyway, in order for me and my family to be happy, I have to give up on His Highness.”
Since the IF route wasn’t an option, I should just stay away from the hero and the heroine. Luckily, I was only 10-year-old.
“I see… Is Lily Lou alright with that?”
Diem hesitantly looked up at me—although, I couldn’t exactly make out his eyes… “Of course.” I firmly and unequivocally affirmed.
“…I see. What a shame, even though you loved him so much.”
I tilted my head at Diem’s words. “…I, love him?”
“That’s right.” I laughed when I heard that.
“I was captivated by his eyes, which had a rare color that I had only seen in those of royal blood.”
“Eh?” As of present, the prince was still a boy, but there was no doubt that he’d grow up to be a very handsome man. Since he was the male lead, it was only to be expected. As for what I loved the most about the prince, it was undoubtedly his azure eyes, a color that was exclusive to the royal family. Apparently, the royal family strove from generation to generation to culminate that color through any means necessary.
I, who grew up being praised for my beauty, had hazel eyes, which was a very common color. As such, I couldn’t help but envy them. To Lily Lou, who was merely a count’s daughter, the prince must’ve seemed like an idol. Her admiration for his princely status and unusual eye color, along with her desire to be married to a partner who wouldn’t be inferior to her parents, led to an obsession.
“Therefore, I plan to put an end to my admiration as soon as possible, and distance myself from him for the sake of my family as well!!”
“Alright, then I shall cooperate as much as I can.”
My childhood friend smiled gently. Despite his meek demeanor, he’d always been dependable. I only helped him once when we first met, and from that point on, he was always the one who helped me. Whenever I was in trouble, I’d cry to him.
…But who would’ve thought that he’d even follow me to the distant academy I deliberately chose to avoid the prince and the heroine?
“Mother, rather than the first-class academy in the capital, I’d like to go to the second-class one in the city where my grandparents live instead!”
To avoid condemnation, a villainess would often avoid contact with the heroine in the academy. But I chose a more effective method, which was to attend a different academy! My mother knew I had a terrifying dream.
“I see, if that’s what Lily Lou wants, let’s do it.”
My mother smiled somewhat morosely, yet still granted my wish. As for my father, he nodded expressionlessly.
“If Arlika agrees, there’s no reason why I shouldn’t approve it.”
‘If you want Father to agree, you must first persuade Mother.’ It was common sense among us siblings. Thus, I was able to enjoy a safe and peaceful academy life with my childhood friend…
“Lily Lou, did you know?”
“You see, there’s a boy with a pair of beautiful azure eyes.”
On the first day of school, a certain baron’s son caught the attention of the nobility. Unexpectedly, he had the same azure eyes as the royal family. Some were brazen enough to approach him.
“Hey, the color of your eyes… They’re unique, aren’t they?”
The student implicitly asked the boy if he was related to the royal family, but the latter only shrugged it off with a slight smile.
..And that alone was enough to cause the female students to swoon.
Before I contracted an epidemic, I was one of such students…
…How embarrassing.
“…Diem, what do you think?”
“About what?”
Diem, who had the highest rank among those who attended the academy, tilted his head without exuding any aristocratic aura.
“Look at that guy.”
“What’s the matter?”
“I wonder if he’s the illegitimate child?”
I whispered to Diem and he tilted his head.
After all, I—the villainess who was supposed to fall in love with said illegitimate child—wasn’t thrilled at all.
“How do you feel, Lily Lou?”
“Hmm…”
…He didn’t look too bad.
Honestly, though, even though his eyes were azure, compared to the prince’s, the color was somewhat odd?
Overall, it was faint, while the blue tint was more dominant.
“…I don’t know how to say it, but I feel that something is off.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes.”
I still didn’t know if he was the illegitimate child, but if the author intended to ship us together, it truly felt forced… Besides, personally speaking, I was interested in someone else.
“More importantly, why does Diem train so much?”
“I want to be like your father, Lord Brad.”
“Are you going to be a knight?”
“That’s right.”
Diem, a soft-spoken gentleman whose hobby was reading, had become one of the best swordsmen in the academy before I knew it. We had been friends since we were growing up. Nevertheless, when I saw my childhood friend growing stronger day by day, my heart fluttered.
Not only that, I also felt special because he only ever spoke to me. Before we enrolled in the academy, Diem used to be a taciturn person.
I, a closeted daddy girl, gradually became conscious of how Diem only showed his true self to me. Kind of like my father, who was only sweet to my mother.
Even though his eyes were obstructed by his bangs, I could feel his compassionate and sincere gaze on me, and my heart thumped.
“I want to be strong like Lord Brad in order to protect Lily Lou.”
My childhood friend, who knew I’d always been afraid of the “scary dream”, suddenly said such a thing.
“…Thank you, Diem.”
Embarrassed, I averted my eyes and covered my face with both hands to hide my current expression.
“Lily Lou, I want you to be my lover with the intention of getting married.”
With only a year left until graduation, Diem courted me, and I, trembling with joy while shedding tears, happily obliged. During my time at the academy, I had no contact with the baron’s son, who was rumored to be an illegitimate child.
When Diem spoke formally to me, my love for him grew rapidly.
When I got lost in the ruin exploration class, Diem was the one who found me.
When I got tangled up with some rude people in tow, it was also him who helped me.
Upon knowing that he was an inherently sweet person, how was I supposed to not fall for him? —Thus, just before graduating from the academy, we got engaged. I cried with joy. Since I avoided the male lead and even got engaged to Diem, I thought I’d escaped my condemnation and subsequent downfall. I’d been freed from the dream I had that day, which shackled me to my previous life, and was finally able to see the future.
I wholeheartedly believed that what I needed wasn’t a hero, but the childhood friend who was actually right in front of me and cared for me.
“Diem, I love you.”
“…I love you, too.”
I embraced him tightly, and in turn, Diem gently held me as if I was the world’s most precious treasure. Our wedding was tomorrow. I also invited some friends I met while I was in the academy and recounted the conversation we had to Diem.
“Oh, come to think of it, it seems that the baron’s son isn’t an illegitimate child.”
“Really?”
“Apparently, the successive head of the baron family has always admired the eyes of the royal family. So, he reached out to commoners with similar eye colors and surrounded himself with them.”
“Is that so? …I’m truly in awe of the gossip and information networks of noble ladies.”
“Hey, what if I fall in love with that boy?”
I smiled and took in Diem’s expression. I no longer cared about the illegitimate child. Making Diem jealous, however, was another story.
…I might actually be a villainess.
“Hmm… I’ve been with Lily Lou for a long time. You’re the most important person to me. As long as you’re happy, I’m alright with it.”
“I, that wasn’t what I was—…”
As I swooned inwardly, I puffed out my cheeks.
“Of course, I’d have been uneasy if you were to fall in love with someone simply because of their eye color or their heritage. Hence, I’d like Lily Lou to see me for who I am and choose me.”
I nodded firmly.
—Diem is the only one for me.
Thus, the long-awaited wedding. When Diem revealed his face, which had been covered with long bangs to conceal his burn marks, it caused a commotion among the guests. I wasn’t an exception. For a bride to show such a foolish side, it was a mistake of a lifetime…
—Diem’s beauty put the prince to shame.
“…You lied to me.”
“Forgive me, Lily Lou.”
I didn’t even have the slightest intention to approach the male lead.
There were no burn marks on Diem’s face.
His vivid, azure eyes stared straight into me.
After a flawlessly executed wedding, the sun set and nighttime descended.
For those of us who didn’t have premarital sex, it was literally the first night. However, instead of being excited, I kept questioning Diem on the bed.
“Why would you do that!? Couldn’t you have said a word? You should’ve told me in advance!”
I was somewhat sad at the notion that Diem didn’t trust me, so I ended up raising my voice.
“I’m sorry. My father—or to be precise, my adoptive family prohibited me from disclosing it because my life might be targeted. I didn’t want Lily Lou to end up in danger because of me.”
“…Is that so?”
That’s foul play! If he put it that way, my petty loneliness and frustration would soon vanish!
“…Then, is it alright for you to reveal it now?”
When I peered into his beautiful eyes, Diem averted his gaze while nodding.
“His Majesty has finally appointed his successor, so my existence no longer poses a threat. Furthermore, my sword skills have come a long way. I’ve also tightened the security to protect Lily Lou.”
“…I see, so that’s why there was so much security.”
In terms of security, our new house was honestly as extreme as my family house when my father wasn’t home… The word “overprotective” couldn’t even describe it. But since my mother didn’t seem to mind, there was nothing I could say.
Still, I thought that it was a bit too much. As expected, Diem was similar to my father in some ways… As I said many times, I didn’t realize I had a father complex, so it was just a coincidence—yes, a coincidence.
“By the way, Lily Lou…”
“Yes?”
“I’m about to lose myself seeing you in that outfit…”
Upon hearing that, I suddenly looked down at my body. I wondered if my body, which had been polished by the maid, was suitable for the first night. I was urged to wear a nightdress. Although it was pretty and cute with feminine colors and lace, the slit revealed my thighs. Furthermore, the fabric was especially sheer in the risqué area, and put my cleavage on display.
…What a sensational piece it was.
However, what was even more amazing was—!
“Diem can feel aroused, too!?”
“…Lily Lou, what do you think I am?”
Diem smiled wryly.
I couldn’t help but recall that during the ruin exploration class, he pulled my drenched body into a hug. Even when my outfit was ripped to shreds due to my chance encounter with the thugs, Diem was unfazed. During the wedding ceremony, he sealed the vow with a kiss on the cheek, so I thought that Diem was the asexual type.
“Lily Lou, I need you to know that you’re dearer to me than anything else. For the rest of my life, that alone will never change, but—”
“—Diem?”
Diem suddenly pushed me down and leaned over me.
…He’s never acted like this before. My heart was pounding hard.
“Now that you’re my wife, is it alright if I don’t put up with it anymore?”
While combing his hair with his fingertips, Diem climbed on top of me. As my eyes met his azure ones, my chest thumped violently. I attempted to conceal my nervousness by acting relaxed and mustering a smile.
“Of course. You can do whatever you want, Diem. I’d like to see that, too.”
The moment those words escaped my lips, what dwelled in Diem’s eyes was a ferocious, dark, fathomless glint.
“Nn, ah, aah…”
It was an endless torment.
I had no experience in my previous life, so I didn’t know if it was normal or not.
In my nightly activity class, I learned that the male inserted his penis into the vagina in order to ejaculate semen—and that was it, so I was honestly confused.
“Diem, are we… Still not done?”
I tearfully asked Diem. I couldn’t stop spasming.
“No, not yet, I’m sorry. Mine is somewhat huge, so I need to prepare Lily Lou to accept it for the first time. I don’t want to hurt you.”
As he said that, he suddenly sucked on the nub on my vagina.
“Hyaaaaa—!!”
Even though it was my own body, I didn’t know that there was a protrusion hidden in such a place. I also didn’t know that it’d cause a strange numbness to pervade my body.
“You’re so adorable, Lily Lou. Look, your exposed clit is appealing to me, as if begging for me to stroke it.”
Diem peeled the foreskin of my clit and brought upon me a ridiculous sense of pleasure. At first, it was sucked through my underwear, before being kneaded, caressed, and pinched… Gradually, it grew bigger and taut as if it was asserting itself. After being stimulated, it throbbed in anticipation of the sense of liberation that’d soon come.
So enraptured in pleasure, I didn’t notice that my panties had been shifted to the side.
Thus, my lower half, which had been trimmed for the first night, laid in full view for Diem’s eyes.
I was so embarrassed and tried to hide it, but he said, “If it’s alright with you, can you put your hands under the pillow and spread your legs?”
What did he just say?
Despite my flushed face, I obeyed Diem’s words and untied the side straps of my panties and casted it aside.
“Lily Lou, did you know? When I teased your clitoris, your folds began to twitch as if begging for me to touch them, too.”
“P-please spare me…”
I’d never exposed my vagina before, but I knew what Diem said was the truth. The shame was too much for me to bear!
“Now that I’ve prepared your body, it’s time for you to accept me.”
“A-alright…”
While I was still clad in my night dress, Diem stuck his tongue into the hole drizzling with my love juice.
“Ahhn…”
His tongue slid in and out of me, but I wasn’t hurt in the slightest. More than that, I was fixated in the squelching noise that echoed in the quiet bedroom every time Diem stuck his tongue in.
“I tried to stick my tongue all the way in, but it seems to be fine.”
“Okay…”
Rather, it felt good.
His thick tongue pushed my entrance apart, before making a mess of the inside. Eventually, Diem switched to using his finger, which gradually increased in number with time. By that time, Diem’s fingers had located my sensitive spot and were pressing on it as his other hand gently fondled my breast. We exchanged deep kisses.
“Ah, Diem, I love you…”
I was blissful that Diem wanted me, and tears soon overflowed from the corners of my eyes.
“Lily Lou, I love you…”
I had thought that a kiss was simply an act of bringing lips together, but after Diem’s tongue slid into my mouth, my mind went blank as I surrendered myself to him. Soon, the squelching noise which rang in my ears reached even my mind.
“—Nfuu, uhn…”
As he traced my teeth with his tongue, nibbled on my lips, and teased my gums, heat gathered on both my chest and vagina After exchanging breathless kisses, Diem’s lips wandered on my neck, my collarbone, and eventually my breasts. As he tugged on the shoulders of my negligee, my breasts spilled out.
“You taste so sweet…”
…It was probably the perfumy oil dosed all over my body. Nevertheless, I couldn’t help but moan at the intoxicating pleasure.
“You’re a mess down here. It seems that you’ll be ready soon.”
As he spoke, Diem put my nipple in his mouth and circled it with his tongue. While plowing my vagina with three fingers, he gently kneaded my clit with his thumb, and all I saw was white.
“—!”
“…Lily Lou, did you come because I touched your clit? You’re so sensitive.”
Licking his own lips, Diem spread my legs, and I was enamored by him. …And here I thought that he wasn’t interested in sex and the likes.
“I’ll put it in.”
I nodded at his words.
“Aah… Ugh…”
“Lily Lou, please relax.”
I could feel an overwhelming mass parting my entrance.
“Uh… ugh…”
The excessive pain made me sweat profusely. However, I instinctively realized that if Diem noticed that I was hurting, he’d probably pull it out immediately. To prevent that, I wrapped my legs around his waist.
“…Lily Lou—”
“Diem, Diem…”
Diem, who understood my feelings, didn’t pull out. My vagina, which was throbbing, eventually became numb. Soon, all that remained was the sensation of foreign object staying inside me.
“…Diem, I’m fine, so…”
I kissed Diem on the forehead as if to encourage him to move.
“Lily Lou, I love you.”
For a moment, the foreign sensation disappeared—but then, I was filled to the brim once again. He slid in and out until we finally became one.
“Ah, aah! Diem, how does it feel!?”
“Lily Lou, you’re sucking me hard, I’m going crazy—!”
Diem’s sweat dripped onto my body and soon dissolved with mine. Every time he thrusted until our hips met, a tingling heat rose in the back of my cunt.
“You feel so good, Lily Lou. Your womb, it’s kissing my tip…”
“Nnh, aah…. It feels so good!”
Before I knew it, I had swallowed all of his length as I began to rock my hips as if trying to fill myself with him.
“Lily Lou, can I come inside of you?”
“Yes, please—!”
Upon resting at the innermost part of my vagina, I could feel his cock throbbing as a hot splash filled my belly.
“—…”
Now, both my heart and body belonged to Diem—
—I shed tears of joy. When he pulled out, I could feel his seeds gushing out of me but by that time, I was already limp.
“Lily Lou, would you like me to remove your dress?”
“Yes…”
Diem removed my nightdress, embraced me tightly, before plunging his dick into me once again—this time from behind. I could feel his body directly against mine, and my love for him increased along with his heartbeat. After that, we changed positions several times before concluding our first night together.
In response to the reader’s voice, “I want the villainess to achieve her happy ending.” The author said, ‘In the near future, I’ll write an IF route with villainess as the main character.’
—but it didn’t matter.
As long as I was held within Diem’s firm embrace, I knew only a happy ending would await me.
Translator’s Note:
Diem is such a gentleman I can’t… I keep picturing Gepard from HSR
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Awwwww childhood friend is her endgame!!!! Loving this so muchhhh 💙💙💙💙